Why did you go the route you did?
Why is it that you chose to run from something good to return to what you CONSTANTLY complained about?
Why do you like being hurt?
Why cant you put yourself first sometimes?
Why have you allowed your life to become this?
Why have you allowed the darkness to consume you?
Why do you constantly venture into the darkness?
What are you afraid of?
Why wont you let yourself get closer to anyone?
Why do you push away when some people just really want to help you?
What will you do once you realize that you were wrong and the person that you wanted to be there for you is no longer there anymore?
What will you do once you realize you were wrong?
How far will you go to get the person you love back?
How far will you go to prove to the person you love that they mean everything to you?
What will you do if that person doesn't take you back?
What will you do if that person chooses never to speak to you ever again?
Probably the biggest question of all, what can you do when the person that you love the most dies and you cant take back all the things you've done to them nor can you tell them how much you love them ever again?
These are questions I ask myself all the time. These are questions that I try to shape my life around to always remember the fact that, I shouldn't EVER take anyone that I love for granted. I've had special people in my life and I cant get the moments back that I should have told some of them how much I love and appreciate them. So, regardless of how my emotions may make me go inward and walk to the precipice of darkness, I try my absolute hardest to let the people I love know that I love them. I never know when I wont get that chance again.
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