Where so much has happened with so little say
A blog that I wrote has created this strife
Will this unnecessary pain ever leave my life?
You got upset at something that was about you
We probably wont talk ever again, what else can I do?
You said you wanted us = you + me
That's been all I've wanted, how blind can you possibly be?
All of the shit I've been through, yet to you I stayed true
Do I have to shoot my fucking brains out to prove this fact?
The answer is always the same, "I just wanted you to be home"
I'm working as hard as a Hebrew slave so our love can be intact
Yet even in spite of all I'm doing, it's still not enough
I will always be the 1 in the wrong, and this shit is now getting rough
They say if you love someone, age or distance shouldn't matter
On that I call bullshit and let out sadistic laughter
That's a huge lie, nothing could be further from the truth
The proof is in a beautiful woman that's currently living in Duluth
I don't know what else to do, so this I just have to say
There's something that must be done and done on this very day
If you truly want us to be, fuck all the other shit and just do it
If you truly want this and love me as you say, God will see us through this
If you don't, that's also fine, I cant force nothing on you
But you'll have to get out of my life if you know you don't wanna be true
To me, to this, the very thing you've repeatedly said you wanted
But who the fuck cares about words anymore, it's all about how you fault it
You got mad over a woman that's imaginary. Make believe
But in the dark, are you seeing another man? Something that light will bring
To the surface, made known, no longer hiding.
If true, I hope for each other, you both are riding
You deserve happiness and so do I
But this time fuck it, if you don't wanna share it with me, I will go and try
Try to find it with someone else, someone new, a new beginning, fresh start
Trying to find something real with less pain as I try to heal my heart
It's been beating for you, longing for you, wanting to be reunited
With yours, behind closed doors, deep in our passion, why fight it?
Stop this bullshit, I wanna get off, I'm tired of this fucking ride
I'm tired of getting my heart hurt and thrown to the side
If you don't want it, just say it, it's the truth, I promise I wont be mad
I will respect your decision and I promise I wont be sad.
I need better, I deserve better. I'm tired of settling for less
I want that to be with you because I know you're better than all the rest
But if you cant love me as deep as I do you, maybe I'm right, maybe I'm wrong
I'm just tired of the same run around and tired of the same damn song
If this cant be fixed, let me know now, so I can stop praying and stop my pleads
I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of hoping, I tire of this shit exhausting me
You say you love me, you say you care, you say I shouldn't doubt that
Yet every time I turn around, you leave me at the drop of a hat
My Nana used to say, today's relationships suck, these youngins don't know shit
I come from a time where no running existed, we stayed and fixed it
I want that love, I crave that love. It's all that I need in my life
I'm sick of all of this stupid ass bullshit, I just simply want you as my wife
That vision might not be in you anymore, if it isn't, I understand
At least I can say that I gave my all and I did and gave you all that I can
If this is the end, Farewell and ado, it was my honor to have been with you
I don't know why you're so scared or don't want to love me, but I will
always, now and forever, until I see you on the other side, love you.
I've dealt with ridicule and people talking down about us and them calling me a tool
Everybody, and sadly you too, has kicked me, spit on me, and pushed me down,
So I guess I am everybody's fool
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