Over the course of the Dragon Chronicles, I've explored some topics that people, but mainly myself, think about from time to time. During this time period, I think I've been plenty cool about approaching certain topics in a cool, calm, and collected manner. I've shown respect when needed and I've risen above a lot of bull to still speak on stuff in respectful ways. So I think it's time to switch it up a little bit. Yahweh, my Master, please forgive me for what's about to transpire, but quite frankly, I just don't care anymore. Everybody that gets named directly or indirectly, you know what you did, you don't have to own up to it. That's the part that you CHOOSE to do for yourself, whether you want to or not. While 2012 is the year of new beginnings for me, it's also the year that I hit the killswitch and put to rest ALL of the people and things who ain't riding with me, I don't want riding with me, all of those who had a problem with me for whatever reason you could conjure up, and that which I don't need or want in my life anymore. A wise woman once said, "Say the shit that needs to be said. Spit the truth, Fuck the lies. Man up or bitch down." So because of those words, this installment is all about that. My King, please forgive me for the language about to be used because I do have to release it all.
First nigga up: You, cuz, LMAO! THE FUCK CAN I SAY ABOUT YO BITCH ASS?! Only reason I ain't mentioning yo name is because I simply never knew it. Yo punk ass was talking REAL GREASY about a certain woman that we both know. Calling her all kinds of bitches and hoes and and what not. But as SOON, SOON as she put me on the phone to holla at you about you talkin sidewayz out the side of ya damn mouth, you ain't got shit to say. The same clown ass nigga who was tryin to smash. The same clown ass nigga tryin to fuckin run game on her and the SAME clown ass nigga who for some reason or another STILL try to maintain innocence about what you did and YO OWN NIGGA GAVE YO ASS UP!! Cuz, if you wanna go to your grave with that, then fine. Go head. But you should always know, you ain't NEVER escaping that, but you should be glad you escaped the ass whoopin lil shawty was gon put on yo ass. BITCH MADE NIGGA!
AND SINCE I'm on a certain girl, it brings me to the next dude. Mike. In the beginning, you was a foul ass nigga for the shit you pulled. Honestly, you still are in my eyes. But let me clarify. I don't know shit about you to call you a foul ass nigga. You could actually be a cool ass dude and probably in another lifetime, or if shit didn't go down the way that it did, it's possible we could have actually been friends. But it's your ACTIONS make you a foul ass nigga in my eyes. Funny thing is though, for a time, I actually respected you and lil shawty can vouch for that. You were taking care of her and looking out for her and because of that, I actually honored you, bruh. In spite of yo foul ass ways and moving in on a engaged woman, I cant believe that I still thought high of you for looking out for her. But that shit stops THERE. I cant honor you no more man. Bruh, you a grown ass man still acting like a lil ass kid. You should be taking care of Charlize, NOT THE OTHER FUCKIN WAY AROUND CUZ!! Charlize, if you wanna show him this shit and let him read it for himself, go right head. You got the number, you can holla at me about this, text me, call me, I don't care. You got the email, shoot 1. I'm on facebook now, holla at me. You can shoot a message through PSN, holla at me. Hell, I'm coming back to the A soon, I'll even come to you to rap to ya about this because that shit ain't cool. You need to wake up and understand the wise words somebody told you. "You betta treat that woman with love and respect because if you don't, she'll be gone and she wont ever come back." AND THEN WITH ALL THAT'S HAPPENED OVER THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS?! AIN'T NO MUTHAFUCKIN REASON IN HEAVEN OR FUCKIN EARTH THAT YO ASS SHOULDN'T BE PRAISING THIS FUCK OUTTA THIS GIRL!! NO FUCKIN REASON THAT THIS GIRL SHOULD FEEL THE WAY THAT SHE DOES AND IT'S ON HER FACE DAY IN AND DAY OUT AND YOU ARE SO FUCKIN OBLIVIOUS THAT YOU CANT EVEN SEE IT! A part of her is slowly gathering strength and she's slowly pushing her way toward the surface. A word of advice: Don't let her become numb and keep that part of her down and dormant as much as you can. Numbness is the key to her strength for you to see a side you NEVER thought she possessed. I honestly don't give a fuck if you read this or not, but I'm speaking on what's real and I dont bite my fuckin tongue nor does my knee bow down to no man. I ain't mad at cha. I'm honestly not anymore. Do ya thang, playboy. You wanna rap to me? Hit the comment box or hit the lines of communication, I'm always patiently waiting...
Jasmine. Even though you did a VERY FUCKED UP THING which caused the fuckin jump off of all of this shit, this 1 I take the blame for because it was my fault. For you to call yourself my best friend is something I honor, but the actions that you would pull towards your so called, "best friend" is fucked up. You chose to keep a couple that was ALREADY apart for reasons outside of us from bringing in the new year together because of a nigga who wasn't even tryin to see, hear, or even acknowledge your existence?! That shit was fuckin foul on yo part and you know it. I didn't care about a fuckin explanation the next day. I didn't care about what the fuck you could say. The fact of the matter is that you did a very fucked up thing, not just to me, to us, and like I stated earlier, it was the catalyst for the shit that would transpire later on in that year. YEA YOU GET A FUCKIN FANGER IN THE MIDDLE FOR THAT SHIT!!
Mister whatever the fuck was wrong with me at the time or whatever you said or whatever the fuck yo name is. I honestly don't even know if you still alive or still exist anymore, so I guess I'll just go with a simple FUCK YOU NIGGA and move on.
HAHAHAHA!!! Darryl, you bitch ass nigga! I'm quite certain yo hoe ass is the biggest bitch on this fuckin list right now. You got a lot of fuckin nerve opening yo damn mouth on shit you know NOTHIN about. Seeing as how you can barely open your mouth anymore, maybe that should put a stop to that shit. DON'T YOU EVER! EVER! EVERRRRRR! IN YO MUTHAFUCKIN LIFE AGAIN, SPEAK ON THAT SHAWTY OR MY DAUGHTER AGAIN! If there are 2 people that I would gladly kill over and could give a fuck less about what I get for it, it's those 2. You dont know shit about that woman so how dare you open your mouth and say ANYTHING about her if you don't know on what the fuck is going on? You know NOTHING about this situation. The only people who do is the nigga typing this fuckin shit, the 2012 version of shawty, and the woman who took this situation to her grave, my Nana. You don't understand how fuckin with fire will get yo ass torched. T.I. said it best, "Watch what you say to me." I bet yo ass learned that day.
Ashley. Ashley. Ashley. I was wrong. Darryl ain't the biggest bitch on this list. YOU ARE!! I normally hate using that word unless it's in the case of a woman actually deserving that shit. AND YOU ARE DEFINITELY DESERVING. Ho w (space was purposely put there) dare you sit there and call another woman a hoe and YO ASS AIN'T GOT NOTHING BUT SHIT ON YOU THAT I CAN BURY YOUR ENTIRE LIFE WITH?! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY SOME SHIT LIKE THAT?! THE NIGGAS YOU BEEN WITH ARE SOME OF MY POTNAS AND YOU THINK THAT THESE NIGGAS WOULDN'T TALK?!?! You must have been out yo rabbit ass mind, shawty. Since I am a dude with respect, I wont put that out there. Just know you a bitch for the shit you let slide out yo muthafuckin mouth and yo ass is fuckin dead to me! DEAD!
Last, but not least, TO EVERY LAST MUTHAFUCKA WHO SPOKE ILL ON ME, HER, OR THIS FUCKIN SITUATION....MUTHA FUCK EVER LAST 1 OF YOU BITCHES. Crazy thing about that is, I also gotta turn the shit at myself because I've said some things on this shit that have drove me crazy and came out in my rage induced moments. I've said some of the most stupidest shit that I could have possible said toward Yahweh, and I'm actually shocked that I'm still here. I don't deserve it and it's only by the Grace of My King that I'm still here. But like I said, that shit is all dead. I've come a long way in 2011 and I've had to walk this path, broken, beat down, spit upon, ridiculed, and shunned. Don't know WHY the hell I've had to endure it, but the 1 thing that I have done is walk the path and kept walking. Ain't a person on this planet who cares about how the hell I feel about it, but honestly, what does it even matter anymore? No one cares? Then no one just cares. I still have to walk this for whatever reason. Is Yahweh tryin to break me, ridicule me, rise me above all this and bring things into my life that I never knew or even thought about? No clue.
All I can say is that, my rage, the Joker, all of that shit is dead and left buried in 2011. If I walk alone in 2012, so be it. I've been doing it all my life anyway. Maybe I just gotta keep doing for the rest of my life. I don't know, only the Master does. In closing, I got all that shit out that I wanted and needed to. The shit had to be said, either by me, by her, by Yahweh, by SOMEBODY. If you think I'm wrong about any of these things, then YOU just think that and you're entitled to your opinion and I'll gladly respect the fact we have different viewpoints. But from my vantage point, it was gonna get said eventually. Folk should just be glad that I said it because if shawty did, it would have came out a HELL of a lot worse than any sentence I could put together. She's mastered the art of killing with words. Chances are she might have something to say about me for writing this and I am expecting a cuss out, but hey, that's just the consequences of things when you come real with it and I accept full responsibility of the consequences, no matter what they may be. The truth cant be accepted by everybody and folk do like to run away from it or twist it into some kind of fantasy that everything is fine and dandy. What happens when it's so concrete and written in stone that you cant escape it? There will be nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. Where do you go? What do you do when the Yahweh revealed truth is staring directly at you?...
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