Monday, June 20, 2011

To My Angel of the Night

For 24 years, I've walked God's beautiful earth
Walking, admiring, looking at the beauty that He's created
From the beautiful sunrises that always amaze and creates awe
To the breath-taking beauty of a sunset dipping below the horizon
From the deadly but enticing shows that lightning puts on in the skies
To the sight of waves crashing on the beach and rocks nearby
From beautiful shooting stars across a starry night
To the arousing serenity that a full moon over the ocean can bring to those who view it

I've had the chance to see a lot of the greatness that God has provided for this world
But there is 1 that He has shown me that will ALWAYS be #1 over them all
That is the sight of you, my angel of the night.
I will never forget when I first saw your face, how amazed I was
I've never seen beauty so light blinding, so amazingly awesome, so life changing
I would have never thought that you would have affected me the way that you did
I would have never thought that all the darkness would go away as fast as it did
I would have never thought that love would EVER feel so good, so right
Like it was already blessed and written down before I was even conceived

Your intellect, your drive, your heart, selfless, giving, caring, I could go on all day
Just your presence is as warm and inviting as the life giving nurture we get from the sun
I cant imagine you being anything like your mother is because of the difference of ways
My angel of the night, I love you so much, I never thought love could feel this good
It's only rivaled by the fact that I'm not with you and it seems like a black hole is there now
I know now that we must be apart because God's Will MUST be done first.
But you must know that there is not a night that goes by that I don't pray he reunites us

There's so much that I have seen about myself now when it comes to you
So many things that I thought I was doing right, but I wasn't. Done incorrectly or just WRONG
The chance I keep praying for to make amends and atone for the mistakes of our past
The moment I hope God brings you back and we can make our love last
God's presence in my heart and my mind required your separation from me. It is only that I hope that I understand if you are truly the 1 for me
All I can say is, my angel, there is no other woman on the planet I would rather be with

For my heart has always belonged to you even when I didn't know it, it belongs to you now, and it will forever belong to you
This dragon will die without the love of you my angel of night
For no other woman can make me smile, laugh, and lift me up the way you do
I can never love any woman like or better than you
It's because of you, Juju, that I understand how fragile love is and how it's something to be cherished

I have loved you from the moment that I saw you and I'm not the type to believe in love at first sight
But now I know that it's real because you are the blinding example of it
If we can never be united again, I just want the next man to be able to give you everything that I never could
To be able to love you, cherish you, treat you like his better half, and bring a light to you that I never could

I just want you to be happy, no matter what that means. I want the next man to always be able to see you, just the way I do and I will always see you, through God's eyes

I love you, Juju, and I will never stop, no matter what you say or do
This is my loyalty and my promise to you
When it comes to you, the fire of this dragon will never burn out
And my loyalty and love will never die

No comments:

Post a Comment