The Past...and The Future?

The past. 2 words that can strike fear into anyone's heart. Regardless of what they say or what they do, we've ALL make mistakes in it that we wish we could have another chance and do it the right way. My past. Something that Im CONSTANTLY at war with. The shock waves of the shit that's happened in my past still reverberate to my present and maybe even my future. It just seems as though NOTHING will ever change.

In my relationships, it seems as though EVERY girl got something or, hell, even someone that they hiding from me. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT?! THE FUCK IS THE PURPOSE OF ANY OTHER NIGGA COMING INTO THE RELATIONSHIP FOR?!I KNOW...KNOW...KNOW I'm a good 1. There's no woman on the face of this PLANET that can say that I've ever treated them like shit or that I was an abuser or that they didnt mean absolutely nothing to me. Every woman I've been with, including the fiancee now, will say that I'm as loyal as they come, when I love, I love hard. I'm romantic, I genuinely care about them and what's going on in their lives that I can help change, and in some instances, WILLINGLY given up going to work, going on trips, kicking with my potnas, playing football or basketball, just to spend time with them. Be there when they're lonely. Take care of them when they're sick. Or just simply say how much I care and that my loyalty runs deep. What's the excuse of the fuck up? "Oh I'm not used to anything like this..." OR..."You just too good to be true, I'm just waiting on you to mess up." That's the 1 that's been said as of late...OH! let's not forget my fuckin favorite, "I love you too much and I know that you're gonna break my heart, so I'm ending this before you hurt me." KINDA BULLSHIT IS THAT?! and after that, you know the 1 thing they ALL have in common? They ALL come running back to me because they either realized how much they hurt me. They realized that I was a good thing and they were the 1s who fucked that shit up and wanna come back, but I've already moved on, and wanna try to convince me of giving it another chance. Or simply...the next dude or dudes they moved on to after me? TREATED THEM LIKE PURE DOG SHIT and they realize that no man can ever treat them as good as me.

Beefs? HA! THAT'S ANOTHER FUCKIN THING. A 9 year beef changed my life forever. It's taught me that life is WAY too short, all talk is cheap without action, and that you should never trust anybody until they give you a reason to trust them. 5 of the greatest people that I've ever known are gone now and it's all because of a woman. Sounds fuckin sad and pathetic, huh? But it's the fucking truth. And from that point when it started to this moment as I'm typing this blog, something is always clear. It's 6, almost, 7 billion people on this fuckin planet and it's roughly half men and half women...HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT FUCKIN POSSIBLE TO FIND A FUCKIN WOMAN WHO ACTUALLY WANTS YOU INSTEAD OF KILLING YOUR "BEST FRIEND'S" COUSIN SO YOU CAN GET AT HIS GIRL?! WHAT KIND OF FUCKIN SHIT IS THAT. and as a side note, it's the same thing with these bitch ass niggas of today...ya'll puss ass niggas THAT DAMN THIRSTY that ya'll gotta try to fuck EVERYTHING that walks and have a pussy?! ALL CUZ YOU AINT GOT NONE IN A WHILE?!?! that's fuckin pathetic. All the women on the fuckin planet and you gotta fuck with 1s that are in relationships and that dont want yo puss ass...and if by some chance you do get her...ya'll relationship is already doomed because it's called 1 thing...KARMA BITCH!!! But back to the topic at hand, You think you know a muthafucka and they get close to you, and you think everything is fine...all the while, they are fuckin finding a way to fucking do you dirty...fuckin sad.

At the end of all this, I dont know who the hell I am anymore. I dont kno what it is that I stand for or what I should. Everything I know has been nothing but a lie to me. I can say that I'm still standing here asking...Is it what I feel? or is it what's real? There a few things that I'm HOPING isnt real, but just what I'm feeling at the moment because of this month and the memories that it carries with it. I just wanna find myself and just be me. Simple as plain. Im ghost man...be easy

Rise of the Dragon of the West

Can this be? Did it really happen? How could this possibly happen? I saw him die. They saw him die. We all saw him die. It's not possible! It cant be. It just cant be!! Well the fact of the matter is this. We all saw him die, but it seems as though a great lesson was just taught. Greatness cannot be killed and a true legend doesn't just go quietly into the night.

Get the dust out of your eyes and look clearly at the sight before you. Behold the legendary warrior himself. Like warriors before him or like a phoenix rising from his own ashes, the proud warrior has risen from his grave. Some wonder how it happened, some wonder why. I say to those who question it, dont worry about it. The king is back and to me, that's all that matters. I thought my spirit was broken for good, but it turns out that God always has something else up His sleeve and what I thought was my spirit breaking was actually Him strengthening it to unimaginable levels now. The level to where Jesus has taken it makes me feel as though I can do anything and EVERYTHING.

I feel as though I can literally fly or that I can web-sling and scale buildings like Spider-man can. I feel like I can break through anything with a single punch or that if I gather enough momentum, nothing can stop me, like the legendary, unstoppable Juggernaut. This warrior has risen and is now stronger than ever. Now is the time. The time has come for me to reclaim my titles as King of the Battleground and The Dragon of the West

Death of a Legend

Here Lies the spirit of Blade.

He was bruised, bloody, beaten and broken.
He was trampled upon, spit upon, looked down on, and destroyed.
Constantly betrayed, constantly lied to, constantly taken advantage of.

Son of betrayal, Cousin of deception, best friend of lies.
Gave his all for nothing but emptiness.
Protected those that weren't worth protecting.

Took wounds and spilled blood over people that should have took it in his place.
Time in the hospital he can never get back because of those worthless people.
His blood was wasted that could have been used to keep it pumping to his heart.
But wasted on the fools who he thought were closer to him than his own family.

It's said time heals all wounds. It may be true for most people, but even time cant heal the death of a once proud man. So here lies the spirit of Blade, a once, proud, loyal, and fierce warrior. He was able to stand up to any challenge that was given to him.

But even this mighty warrior succumbed to the weaknesses that were his emotions. Love, loyalty, respect, trustworthy, it all dies with him. And the cause of legendary warrior's death? A woman who he thought that he was close to. Could rely on and talk about anything with. A woman that had a piece of his heart. But ended up stabbing him in the 1 thing that he swore he would never give out again...

Why Do It?

Before I kick this off, I first gotta define a few words as they will be a part of this...

1) Trust: as a noun...reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.

as a verb...to have confidence; hope

2) Lie: a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth

3) Deception: something that deceives or is intended to deceive; fraud; artifice.

4)Betrayal: to be unfaithful in guarding, maintaining, or fulfilling; to disappoint the hopes or expectations of; be disloyal to

Ok now dig this...the reason that I chose to define those words first before getting into it was because it's amazing how 3 of them I've dealt with SOOOOO much in my life that it's like we're brothers or at least best potnas or close cousins or some shit. And the 1 that I want the most in my life, and it sometimes seems to be there, aint nothing but an illusion that always keeps popping up in and out of my life, almost telling me that I'm destined to never trust anyone. I know that it's true and I've known it for a while, but it just never ceases to amaze me. It's amazing how the 1s that are the closest to you can fuck you up 10x worse than your worst enemy could ever dream of doing.

It's like, why the fuck would you put yourself through the shit of keeping the shit bottling in and going the fuck around it when you can just come out and say what you need to. For 1, you dont know how the person is gonna react. Of course, they will be upset or even pissed, that much is a given. But, just coming out and saying what you need to say right there, 1...it's a LOT of nervousness that's relieved from you first off.. and 2...instead of tryin to cover that lie with another lie and that lie with another lie, The truth would just be simply so much easier. Im fuckin sick of the lying, I'm fuckin sick of the secrets, I'm fuckin sick of the bullshit. Im sick and tired of it all. From this sentence on out, if nobody else can start being real with me, then it aint no fuckin point in us talking or communicating no more. Everybody says that they want to surround themselves with "real" people or they only fuck with "real" people. I got 2 questions to that...How can you determine who the fuck is real around you or not? and the other...Instead of surrounding yourself with "real" people who lie to prove themselves "real," Why not just surround yourself with honest people? Those kind of people have no problem just telling it how it is, regardless of how it's presented or if it hurts. Those are the GENUINE "real" people.

2 Beings, 1 Body

2 parts of the same person. That's the best way that I can use to describe the war that goes on inside me. King vs. The Joker. If I could tell anybody else that, they would think that I'm crazy, but that's all I can say that it is. I mean it's almost an everyday struggle sometimes. The evil in me that tries to overtake the good. The good side is in control, but sometimes, it's hard to resist the call of my dark side. To define each side, King is the overall good natured me. I carry myself as a King should. Im the goofy guy everybody knows, I'm the helpful person that everybody knows. The king that's laid back, playing video games, going to work, going to school, and that everybody knows that they can depend on in times of a crisis. I'm the guy that people look at and can see the good in, regardless of how much they say that I'm crazy and violent, lol. I'm simply the King people can depend on to take the lead when time calls for it.

But there are times where the King in me disappears, and then all goodness leaves me. That tends to happen when I get upset or mad, angry, or it's taken to rage. I'm always hoping that I never get to the rage level because then, something happens that I never wanna bring out or could never bring down on my worst enemy, even if I wanted to or tried to.

Enter the Joker. The side of me that's nothing but a pure evil, sadistic, and violent psychopath. From the inner most machinations of my mind comes the most twisted and pure illogical side of me that greatly contrasts with my King side. If the King side stands for good, does good things, and values the world and everything in it, then The Joker is the exact complete opposite of that. That side of me, represents every evil thought that I've ever had, is the reason that I've done the bad and horrible things that I have. and would get a kick out of watching the world burn and enjoys proving that human life is nothing more than the world's biggest joke. He is the manifestation of my anger that is put to human form and for a being like that to take control of my mind sometimes, it's so scary because for as intelligent as I already am, to use that for evil and violence instead of using it to be beneficial to both myself and the world is something straight out of a horror movie.

Fortunately, like I said, that side of me is kept in check by the fact that I don't allow a lot of things to bother me anymore. But still, knowing that a monster like that lurks inside you, it's thrilling, intriguing, yet terrifying all at the same time. It's something that we must all deal with, regardless of who says they have a side like this or any kind of side at all, regardless of what it is. I can say that I have a side like this that can set the world to flames if he, I, or hell even WE chose to do it. I can stand on my own 2 and say that I have a side like this. Can you?

Keeping A Weathered Eye on the Horizon

As of late, everything has been changing. New lease on life, new people in it, new tour dates, new everything. With the new coming in, I've had to get rid of the old. But with the new coming in, there are the new challenges, the new doubts, the new worries, the new stress, the new trust issues. Im a person that loves to face a new challenge and I never stop until that challenge is completed. But now, with so many things happening at 1 time, I wonder first if I can truly handle the pressure and rise up to face the challenges. Then I wonder if Im physically ready for the strains the stress with place on my body. But I think the most important is the emotional challenges. It's a lot of things in my life that need to be dealt with, but all I see is a new challenge and a new day on the horizon...

What's the Point Anymore?

What's the point in being a good man anymore? Every fucking broad SCREAMS out how they want a good man. How they want honesty and trust. How they want romance and to be shown that they are appreciated. How they wanted to be loved and feel safe. What's the fucking point in being that anymore? I'm sick and tired of being everything that a woman wants ONLY to be fucked over by the same muthafucka who sat in my face and CLAIMED that I was everything they were looking for. Riddle me this, how the fuck is it fucking possible that for EVERY broad that scream out it ain't shit but dog ass niggas left in the world, but yet those are the fucking ones they run 2? You don't want a good man, you want a dog ass nigga that you can try and fix up and try to turn into a good man, otherwise, you would have been able to differentiate between the 2 a LONG time ago.

I see now that it ain't no point in proving to a woman that there are good dudes left in the world anymore. Apparently, actions DON'T speak louder than words and words are all it takes now. It's a fucking shame. A good dude gotta buss his ass JUST to get her to realize that he's for real and it ain't no guarantee that he can accomplish that, but the bitch nigga can just stroll the fuck up, say a couple of bullshit lines, and, "oh my god, I think I'm in love..." smh. Fucking sad and fucking pathetic. Real men are dead in the world, and as far as I can see, so are real women. Nobody knows the concept of "real" anymore. I'm normally not a dude that gives up on a lot of shit, but in this case, I'm fucking done. Never again do I wanna hear a fucking broad tell me that they real again cuz I'm gonna fucking shove those words back down her fucking throat cuz it's a blatant ass lie and a bitch slap in my face. Sincerity is a big ass part of being real, and nobody has it anymore. Oh and by the way, ladies, if you wanted to separate bitch niggas from real men, their sincerity would speak volumes more than any word that could come out of their mouths.

Speaking On What's "Real"

It's a crazy world that we live in. It's funny in the fact that people want to be taken for the things that they say, not what they've done, what they stand for, the values and morals they stand on, or anything. None of this is EVER shown anymore, but the funny thing about that is that everybody CLAIMS to be real and how 100 they are or that's how they keep it. I find that to be highly hilarious sometimes. I mean EVERYWHERE you turn, somebody is saying how REAL they are, how they are this, how they are that. Both genders cant get enough of sayin it, but I find that it's my gender that speak on it the most. I think we should take the time to define the word "real." From the Webster's Colligiate Dictionary, it goes like this:

Real: (adj.) 1. of or relating to fixed, permanent, or immovable things. 2. not artificial, fraudulent, illusory, or apparent : GENUINE; being precisely what the name implies

When you break that down into today's culture, what does real become then? Who says who's real and who's fake? What factors about someone shows them to be real or fake? Appearances? Dress quality? Shoe game? What they make? Where they live? How much they making? If those are used to determine someone's realness level, then that person is superficial as all fuckin hell then and chances are, they are 1 of the fake 1s in the world.

I mentioned earlier how both genders tend to have to speak on how real they are, but I, rather I should say, the world KNOWS that my gender tends to let that shit fly out their mouths way more than is necessary. NIGGAS, and it's fuckin sad that I gotta refer to my own gender like that, but I mean, until ya'll niggas grow the fuck up and start standin on your own 2 and becoming men, it's how me, the REAL WOMEN, the REAL MEN, and the world will refer to grown ignorant lil kids, but back on topic. To the NIGGAS, it's hella funny how ya'll are the first, and hella quick to say it, how ya'll are SOOOOOOOO real, how you aint like all the niggas in a woman's past, and are HELL BENT on tellin her that she either needs to fuck with a real nigga or that she's fuckin with a real nigga. If she was really fuckin with a REAL NIGGA, then you would have been up front sayin that you simply wanted pussy and left it at that. It wouldnt have been no need to try and get her heart, hurt her, and she eventually hates your fuckin guts. Being real is being able to be genuine and honest in the things you say you do and knowing that if you're true to yourself, nobody needs to care why you do or say what you do. If you gotta say how real you are and gotta preach to the heavens how real you are, you aint shit but another statistic of fake people, REAL talk lol.

But, now I have to turn my attention to the women. While it's true that some of the women who really do say they are real really are (at least the 1s that I've come across), there's something that you do that makes that real shit fly right out the window. Everybody knows that "real recognize real." That's 1 of the few truths in this world, but ladies, do YOU recognize it? I cant begin to tell you how many good MEN, let me say that again, MEN, myself included, got and continue to get passed over because a woman couldnt see when someone was bein truly genuine and honest with them. Apparently, good, honest, and true REAL men were passed over for the NIGGAS in men's clothing, so to speak. Is it that good and honest men arent in style right now? Or is the fake nigga, studio gangsta bullshit just too big a damn fad that good men are overlooked? Women, 1 thing that I CONSTANTLY praise ya'll about is that ya'll can EASILY see when a NIGGA aint bein real with you. Since that's the case, why is it that ya'll cant see through a NIGGA's lies now? If you know DEEP down in your heart and soul that a NIGGA cant do shit for you and that you want somebody who can be REAL with you and TRULY love you for the person you are, WHY IN THE BLUE HELL do you pass over the good men who are real with you and dont have to say nothin to prove that?! Why do you choose the NIGGA who gotta preach and convince you that he's real enough to be with to be with you JUST for him to fuck you a few times, play with you, leave you when he gets bored and he's on to the next 1, leaving you heartbroken and pissed at men for this dumb ass NIGGA'S mistake? You AND him both knew that he just wanted to fuck and you let him anyway, so what can you honestly expect when he leaves you?

Only 1 real true statement can be said about bein real. "Realness isnt spoken, it's shown through actions." That's something to think about the next time you run up on somebody SAYING that they're real...

CAN YOU RELATE TO THIS?

AS OF LATE, I'VE SAT BACK AND LOOKED AT THE WORLD. I'VE LOOKED AT THE POWER THAT TELEVISION AND MUSIC WIELDS AND THE INFLUENCE THAT IT CARRIES. IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH EVERYBODY WANNA BE LIKE THE THINGS THEY HEAR IN MUSIC OR THE THINGS THEY SEE ON TV. SEEMS LIKE SOCIETY'S ONLY PURPOSE IS TO MAKE YOU WANT TO BE LIKE THE THINGS YOU SEE AND HEAR AND IF YOU CAN'T, MAKE YOU HATE THE THINGS YOU CANT BECOME. IT'S JUST CRAZY HOW MANY NIGGAS YOU SEE HOW OUT HERE TRYIN TO GANGBANG OR TRYIN TO TRAP (emphasis on the word TRYIN). TELEVISION AND MUSIC HAS CORRUPTED THE MINDS OF NIGGAS AND GOT THEM TRYIN TO BE SOMETHING THAT MOST OF THEM REALLY ARENT. HALF THE SO CALLED "GANGSTA SHIT" ON TV AINT REAL AND MOST OF THESE NIGGAS IN THE RAP GAME AINT NO FUCKIN REAL TRAP NIGGA OR BANGER, AND THEY TRYIN TO BE SOMETHING THEY KNOW THEY NEVER WERE. THESE SO-CALLED "REAL NIGGAS" GOING AROUND CALLIN WOMEN "HOES AND BITCHES" AND SAYIN HOW MUCH THEY DONT NEED THEM AND HOW MUCH PUSSY THEY GETTIN, BUT BEHIND CLOSED DOORS, THEY UP ON THEY WOMAN LIKE THEY THE FEMALE IN THE RELATIONSHIP OR SOMETHING. YA'LL NEED TO STOP WORRYING BOUT WHAT THESE NIGGAS TALKIN BOUT AND ACTUALLY SHOW WOMEN MORE RESPECT AND GIVE THEM THE LOVE THAT THEY ASK FOR AND THAT THEY DESERVE. YOU WOULDNT PULL THIS SHIT AROUND YO MOMS OR YOUR GRANDMA, SO WHAT MAKES A WOMAN NOT OF YOUR FAMILY ANY DIFFERENT? IF ANYTHING, MOST OF YA'LL SHOULDNT EVEN THINK TWICE ABOUT THE SHIT BECAUSE THE WOMEN YOU WITH NOW KNOWS THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU AND YOU AINT REALLY KICKIN THAT SHIT YOU CLAIMING AND YELLIN OUT AND SHE STILL WIT YOU BECAUSE SHE LOVES YOU. THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS GIVE HER THE LOVE BACK AND SHOW HER AFFECTION AROUND YO POTNAS. IF THEM NIGGAS GOT SOME SHIT TO SAY, THEY JUST FUCKIN JEALOUS CUZ THEY CANT EVEN GET A SHAWTY TO ACT LIKE THAT AROUND THEM OR THEY FUCKIN HATING ON WHAT YOU GOT WITH HER. IF THEY GOT SOME SHIT TO SAY, THEN THEY PROBABLY WASNT YO REAL POTNAS IN THE FIRST PLACE CUZ OTHER REAL MEN AINT GOT NO PROBLEM SHOWIN THEIR WOMAN AFFECTION IN PUBLIC. FUCK LOSING COOL POINTS WITH THEM. YOU SHOULD HOPE THAT SHE DOESNT TELL THEM HOW YOU REALLY ARE AND THEN YOU'LL BE LOOKING EVEN MORE STUPID AND FUCKED UP. IM JUST KICKIN THIS BECAUSE IM WORRIED ABOUT MY GENDER, EVERYBODY WANNA RUN AROUND CLAIMING THIS AND THEY BANG THAT, AND THEY THIS BIG DOPE BOI AND ALL THIS SHIT AND NOBODY WANNA STAND ON THEY ON 2 AND JUST BE A REAL MAN. UNLESS YOU GOTTA TRAP AND BANG TO KEEP FOOD ON THE TABLE AND PAY THE BILLS AND BASICALLY SURVIVE, AINT NO REASON FOR THIS TO CONTINUE. WE,AS MEN, NEED TO STOP ALL THIS TRYIN TO BE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE AND START BEING YOURSELF CUZ YOU'RE THE ONLY 1 YOU GOT TO PROVE ANYTHING TO. IF NOBODY LIKES IT THEN HELL NOBODY DOES, BUT YOU THE 1 WHO GOTTA SLEEP WITH YOURSELF AT NIGHT, NOT THEM. IT'S MORE LESBIANS AND BI WOMEN IN THE WORLD NOW MORE THAN EVER AND IT'S BECAUSE OF BITCH NIGGAS NOT RESPECTING THEM, TREATIN THEM LIKE SHIT AND BASICALLY FUCKIN UP SOMETHING THAT THEY HAD NO BUSINESS TRYIN TO HANDLE OR COULDNT TAKE CARE OF IN THE FIRST PLACE CUZ THEY WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT OR BE AROUND HIS BOYS ALL THE DAMN TIME AND THEY FIGURED, WHY NOT BE WITH A WOMAN? REAL MEN ARE A DYING BREED AND AT THE RATE IT'S GOIN, THEY'RE GONNA BE EXTINCT SOON. THE BREED CAN BE PRESERVED IF NIGGAS GET OFF THE MATERIALISTIC SHIT THEY SEE AND LEARN TO SEE WHAT MATTERS MOST IN LIFE. IT'S TIME TO GET OFF THIS DUMB BULLSHIT CUZ THE WORLD IS AGAINST US AND ALL WE DOIN IS JUST SHOWING SOCIETY THAT WE'RE EXACTLY LIKE THEY SAY WE ARE. I KNOW A LOT OF NIGGAS WHO READ THIS (if they do) GON BE PISSED AT THE SHIT I SAID, BUT I REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK CUZ THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID AND I CAN STAND ON MY OWN 2 AND SAY THAT THIS SHIT NEEDS TO CHANGE . HOW ABOUT YOU?

KING

IT'S A WORD THAT PEOPLE USE TO DESCRIBE THEMSELVES. A WORD THAT CARRIES GREAT STATUS, RANK, AND POWER WITH IT. IT'S A WORD THAT IS USED TO DETERMINE STATUS AND HONOR DEPENDING ON THE CONTEXT IT'S USED IN. THE WORD "KING" IS SEEN AND USED A LOT IN OUR WORLD TODAY AND EVERYWHERE YOU TURN IT'S SOMEWHERE IN THE VICINITY. IN RAP, T.I. IS KING OF THE SOUTH. IN BIBLICAL TEXTS, JESUS, DAVID, AND SOLOMON WERE THE GREATEST KINGS TO EVER WALK THE FACE OF GOD'S GREEN EARTH. BUT I THINK THAT I'VE SEEN IT USED MORE IN DUDES PROFILES THAN PROBABLY ANYWHERE ELSE. JUST ABOUT EVERY DUDE PROFILE ON HERE (including mine) USES THE WORD "KING" IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER, BE IT IN THE SCREEN NAME, SOMEWHERE IN THE "ABOUT ME" (assuming of course that something was actually WRITTEN right there) OR MAYBE EVEN IN A PIC COMMENT. THE THING IS, WE CAN ALL USE THE WORD KING, BUT DO YOU TRULY KNOW WHAT A KING IS? DO YOU TRULY KNOW WHAT QUALITIES MAKE UP A KING? I CALL MYSELF KING BECAUSE THAT'S A SERIOUS TITLE AND IT'S 1 THAT SHOULD BE RESPECTED AND TREATED AS SUCH INSTEAD OF A RANDOM ASS WORD YOU CAN CALL YOURSELF. BEFORE I WAS KNIGHTED AS 1, I RESEARCHED MY TITLE FIRST TO SEE IF I TRULY DESERVED TO CALLED MYSELF 1. BY DEFINITION, A KING "is a head of state who, may or may not, depending on the style of government of a nation, exercise monarchal powers of a territory, usualy called a kingdom or realm. (thank Wikipedia for the source)" THAT'S THE TECHNICAL DEFINITION OF KING. BUT THE THING THAT PEOPLE SEEM TO ALWAYS GET MIXED UP AND WHY IT'S SO MANY FAKE KINGS OUT HERE NOW.. IT'S NOT THE WORD THAT MAKES THAT PERSON. IT'S WHO THAT PERSON IS AND WHAT HE DOES THAT GIVES HIM THAT TITLE. EVERYBODY WANTS POWER AND WANTS TO LEAD AND CLAIM THE TITLE, BUT IN ORDER TO BECOME A KING, YOU HAVE TO BE A TRUE LEADER AND A TRUE LEADER KNOWS THE PLACES WHERE IT'S TIME TO LEAD AND WHERE IT'S TIME TO LET SOMEONE ELSE LEAD. TRAITS THAT DEFINE A GOOD LEADER ARE: DRIVE, LEADERSHIP MOTIVATION (whether or you can lead without the shit going to your "ego"), HONESTY, INTEGRITY, SELF-CONFIDENCE (not to be confused with arrogance, ego, or SWAG), YOUR THOUGHT PROCESS (whether or not you can make good decisions or you can turn a fucked up situation into a good 1 with good leadership), AND KNOWLEDGE OF YOUR PARTICULAR FIELD. TRAITS THAT YOU WONT TALK ABOUT BUT SPEAKS MORE THROUGH DEMOSTRATION ARE, KEEPING A LEVEL HEAD IN TIMES OF CRISIS OR HARD TIMES, HUMILITY (the true trait of any good king), EMOTION WHEN REACHING A SOLUTION BUT STRICT DISCIPLINE TO KNOW THAT THE DECISION WAS FAIR AND NOT BASED ON FEELINGS TOWARDS A PERSON. A LOT OF PEOPLE USING THE TITLE WOULDNT EVEN KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF KING. TELEVISION AND HOLLYWOOD PULL THE VEIL DOWN OVER IT AND TURNED IT INTO SOMETHING THAT AINT REALLY WHAT IT IS. WHEN IT BOILS DOWN TO IT, PEOPLE WANNA BE KING BECAUSE IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF POWER IN NOBILITY, WHEN IN ACTUALITY, AN EMPEROR IS THE FIRST AND HIGHEST LEVEL. THE WHOLE PURPOSE IM WRITING THIS IS BECAUSE IT'S TOO MUCH FAKE SHIT IN THE WORLD NOW, AND WE DONT NEED PEOPLE GOIN AROUND AND CALLING THEMSELVES SOMETHING THAT THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL IT TRULY IS AND IT'S HISTORY BEHIND IT. I WOULDNT KNOW THIS SHIT IF I DIDNT RESEARCH MY TITLE AND IM PROUD TO CALL MYSELF A KING AND KNOW THAT EVERY TRAIT THAT WAS GIVEN, I MATCH AND SURPASS IN EVERY WAY. IT'S TIME FOR FOLK TO TRULY LEARN ABOUT THEMSELVES AND KNOW WHAT YOU CLAIMING WHEN SOMEBODY COMES AND CHALLENGES YOU TO ITS MEANING AND IF YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE CALLING YOURSELF CUZ IF YOU DONT, YOU'RE GONNA LOOK LIKE A DAMN FOOL WHO DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL HIS TITLE IS OR IF YOU EVEN KNOW THAT THE WORD YOU'RE CALLING YOURSELF IS THAT ACTUAL MEANING AND DEFINITION FOR IT...

Allow Me to Introduce Myself...

It may have taken 1 hell of a damn fight and switching to a whole new damn browser, lol, but I'm finally here. To those on here that know me, you pretty much already know what it is, but to the masses that don't, allow me to introduce myself to this world. The name's Blade, and I can say, welcome to your new nightmare *Joker laugh*. Founder of the Degeneration movement. It's something that's gonna change the world, trust me on that. But I'll get into that in a later post. King of the Battleground is the what I am. The battleground can be a range of things. Ranging from a simple video game versus mode to actual fighting and everything else in between. Simply put, you decide to battle, you're stepping on my battleground lol. The fun loving guy that can always bring people up and help them to laugh when they are down or just making them laugh period. The debater when a topic of different views arises and can see things from different perspectives and come away with a new knowledge. The 1 guy that's a true diamond in the rough, that everyone looks over, but only a lucky and rare few have actually picked up and saw that it was a diamond instead of thinking it was just another smooth looking stone. But for all that's good about me, there is the dark side to me. Enter the Joker. We all know who he is, (hopefully we all do), and sadly, I learned that he is definitely a part of me. I do admit though, he's a great protector of me, it's just the violence that I leave in the wake of his protection of me, that bothers me. It's just a part of me I've had to come to terms with and understand that he's a part of me. But, to cut this short, that's just me. You can either accept me like I had to do, OR...you can see your way away from me. Either way, it doesn't change me, and at the end of the day, all i have IS me.