Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Bella Pace

As I start to put the words to this place
I know that there is 1 last thing I must face
I know what's been haunting me for long
Time to kill it with the knell of the final gong

I'm afraid of losing you. Of the past repeating again
I don't care what you have to say, it's my nightmare that wont end
I'm afraid that I wont feel your love or see you fight for me
Maybe you feel it's pointless or that I'm not worth it, a horrible reality

I don't blame you 1 bit, I've caused so much trouble
So it's fitting that you leave me to my death, dying in the rubble
It plays over & over, you're happy without me, why bother?
This is a crying and trying time, so I MUST call out to my Father

Father, Father, I hope You can hear me, it's your son calling out
At this point, I don't care if I have to scream or shout
Father, Father, why have You forsaken me?
I cant nor do I want to live like this, with fear overtaking me

I've grown tired of depression, trying anyway I can to be happy
It seems like You're up on Your throne in Heaven laughing at me
Father, Father, why have You forsaken me?
Is this my punishment that I can finally now see?

Father, Father, You made me a promise, is it still true?
If so, what is it that I have to do?
What must I do to get back to you?
So once again, it's You and me and me and You

Father, into Your hands I commit my spirit
It's something that You've wanted all this time
Father, into Your hands I commit my spirit
I don't wanna be even more lost down the line

Father, regain Your place in my life, it's something that I need
It's only because of You that You put me in a position to succeed
Because of You, for You, only You could make that miracle happen
We both know that I'm much better off now than I was back then

Father, Father, Your love and shield are what I need now
I don't know how this can be beat, but with You, there's a way somehow
Father, Father, I know that without You, I cannot win this race
So infuse me with Your spirit and bestow upon me Your Bella Pace

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