A Lonely, Dark Road

I thought everything was gonna be OK
I thought we were gonna finally see our day
Thought that the bullshit was over
Not having to deal with shit no longer

Turns out I was wrong
Turns out it's still the same song
Turns out this song is on repeat
So I'm gonna sit back and have a seat

Sit and watch how it all plays out
Wondering if we will scream and shout
Thinking now is it once again the end
I've lost my lover, but yet I'm still her friend

I wanna talk but no one will listen.
People hear me, but I only get part of their attention
Back to the ashes that were past issues
Back to you leaving again and leaving me to miss you

I wont or will not ever do that again
So if that happens, so long my friend.
I wont again feel the hurt or the pain
If you walk this time, I wont look back again

I'll just have to face this lonely and dark road ahead
I can admit that it's something that I will dread
I love you, but I refuse to go or think about this again
But I hope that you still love me and that this wont have to end

I've never felt more lonelier than I do right now
I hope that it can end somehow.
Hopefully, you'll see and truly appreciate me
Otherwise, somehow, someway, again you'll lose me

I know that you can find someone else
Who I know, since they're there, it would truly be heartfelt
Maybe your mom was right, you really aren't in love with me
Maybe she's right, I'm just a convenience and you need to be free

I never want to hold you back
I dont wanna be the cause of you having lack
You deserve the best, something that's always been known
You truly are a queen and you'll ascend to your throne

Someone, somewhere loves you and you love them
You should be with them and each other you should love and hold
I'm a person who gives and never gets, I know that now, so as the tears fall,
I'm already used to it, and once again, I'll face this dark and lonely road.