2011...A completely new year. A new year of new beginnings. A new year of new obstacles. A year of new sucesses and also a year of new failures. Every new year, you get the chance to wipe the slate clean and completely start over. You get the chance to gain new friendships, relationships, business associates, new colleagues, and new insight into yourself and the world around you. Seeing that it's also a new year, it also means to leave the stuff of old in the past year. All the old petty habits. All the chances that you were meant to take but didnt. All the things that you knew that you should have done but didnt do in the last year. For me to simply just get bold for a minute, that also means that folk should also leave past bullshit habits in the past also. When you deal with relationship issues (in this case, meaning that dumbasses dont know their fuckin place anymore and wanna jump into exes relationships cuz they either miss the dick/pussy or they realize how much they "love" them and should have never let them go months or even YEARS later.
GIVE IT UP YOU PUSS ASS BASTARDS!!! YOU HAD THE FUCKIN CHANCE TO RUN WHATEVER LAST DITCH EFFORT, THE 1 LAST RESORT, 1 LAST PLAY, WHATEVER, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU...LEARN YOUR FUCKIN PLACE CUZ YOU NIGGAS ARE FUCKIN PATHETIC YO AND THAT INCLUES YOU FUCKIN WOMEN WHO PULL THAT SHIT 2. AND THEN!! THEN, GOT THE FUCKIN NERVE TO THROW GOD INTO THE EQUATION?! REALLY?! ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR...IF YOU'VE FOUND GOD, GOT THE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM AND YOU SAY THAT YOU WANNA MARRY ANOTHER 1...HOW DARE YOU!!! HOW FUCKIN DARE YOU STRING ALONG A WOMAN THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE AND WANNA MARRY AND WANNA TRY TO COMMIT ADULTERY WITH YOUR EX?! HOW FUCKIN DARE YOU?! WHAT PART OF THE RELATIONSHIP OF GOD IS THAT?!
It's just crazy to me that folk can sit there and say shit like that and completely contradict the stuff they've said. Like I've stated, it's a whole new year and that also means that I cant resort to the things that I used to do in the past. I cant react the same way that I've been doing and think things are suppose to be good because of that. I'll be sitting here lying if I said that I wasnt upset as I'm writing this, but even though I am, I cant resort to just gettin pissed off and just unleashing anger in every which way and think good is suppose to come from it. I do know and I'm starting to exercise greater control over my anger and try to understand what is happening and what I need to take from it and how it makes me better. I can only pray to God to see why all of this is happening and for what purpose and greater good. I can only hope that shawty knows what she's doing and that she knows that I will always stand by her and love her regardless of what, but we both want a stop to this and hopefully we will see what He shows us in order for it to stop. God bless and thanks for reading
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