I know that there will be times that you will be down. I know that there will be times where you just wanna give up. I also know that there are times where you just cant deal with the weight of the world on your shoulders and the weight that your emotions hold on you. That's how I'm feeling. Im tired of all of the fuckin bullshit emotions holding me down. I'm tired of all the fuckin people jumping in and out of my fuckin relationship. I mean fuckin seriously, if you are that much of a bitch nigga that you cant fuckin go get a damn girl on your own, but you feel the need to jump into another relationship because you feel as though you want the girl and that she should be with you ALL BECAUSE you want want some love in your life?!
It's fuckin 6 almost 7 fuckin BILLION...read that shit...BILLION, not fuckin million, people on this fuckin planet and roughly half are women. You mean to HONESTLY tell me that out of ALL of those women on this damn planet, not even counting the millions that even stay in your fuckin state, you HONESTLY wanna fuckin tell me that you cant tell a woman there or ANY OTHER woman except mine?! AND THEN YOU WANNA EFFIN THROW GOD INTO THIS? BUT THEN CONTRADICT THAT AND SAY THAT YOU'RE A FUCKIN HOMEWRECKER AND THEN FUCKIN SAY THAT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN INVOLVED AND THEN FUCKIN SAY THAT YOU WANT HER AND WANT HER TO HAVE YOUR LAST NAME AND THEN FUCKIN SAY THAT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE INTERFERED?! ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME?! IM SO FUCKIN TIRED OF PEOPLE WANTING TO FUCKIN JUMP INTO ANY FUCKIN RELATIONSHIP THAT I AM IN, BEEN IN, OR WILL EVER BE IN! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO PULL SOME SHIT LIKE THAT? SAY SOME SHIT LIKE THAT, AND THEN PUT GOD IN THE MIDDLE OF IT?! SO YOU SAYIN THAT GOD IS LETTING YOU COVET SOMEONE'S WIFE AND THE FACT THAT IF YOU OR HER DID ANYTHING, YOU ARE ALREADY CURSED AND DAMMNED AND YOU STILL WANNA GO THROUGH WITH IT?!
AND THEN YOU GOT THE FUCKIN NERVE TO SIT THERE AND CLAIM A GIRL AND SAY THAT'S SHE'S YOURS?! CALLIN HER ALL KIND OF SHIT THAT YOU AINT GOT NO FUCKIN BUSINESS DOING, CALLIN HER ALL KINDS OF FUCKIN NIGHT, AND THEN YOU GOT THE FUCKIN NERVE TO SAY THAT YOU WOULDNT WANT HER DOING THAT, BUT YOU'RE FUCKIN CONTRADICTING YOUR FUCKIN SELF BY DOING THE SHIT YOURSELF?! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THAT YOU 2 COULD HAVE EVEN FUCKIN FUNCTIONED IF YOU ARE ALREADY GOING AGAINST THE SAME SHIT THAT YOU WOULDNT WANT ANOTHER MAN DOING BUT THAT YOU'RE DOING YOUR DAMN SELF?! CHARLIZE CHRISTELL KEAN DOESNT FUCKIN BELONG TO ANYBODY, THAT INCLUDES ME. ONLY TO THE MOST HIGH CREATOR AND LORD OF THE UNIVERSE. IT'S ONLY WHEN SHE SAYS I DO, THAT SHE BECOMES BONDED TO HER HUSBAND AND THEN BOTH OF THEM ARE GIVEN BACK TO GOD AS A SACRIFICE FOR THEIR UNION TO BE STRONG AND LONG LASTING. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TRY AND MAKE HER COMMIT ADULTERY?! (And notice, I never said that I was the 1 taking the husband title. That title is reserved and ONLY reserved for WHOEVER God and herself deems worthy.)
Simply put, Im just done...I cant fuckin do it anymore. Im tired of ALWAYS having to deal with someone jumping in and out of my relationship. It weighs too heavy on my heart. All I can say is this, know that karma is a bitch bruh...that's ALL I can say. Know that the shit that you're doing IS AND WILL catch up and come right back on you. I'm a true witness and testiment to that seeing as how both good karma and bad karma has come back on me. Since you know your actions and you are 100% completely aware of the things that you're doing, this is all you must do while you're doing this, just simply keep a weathered eye on horizon because you never know when karma is coming back on you...
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