Anger

What do you do when you feel you're all alone?
No one there to hold you tight
Doing all you can to return home
But still running aimlessly through the darkness of night

What do you do when you feel cold?
Wondering if you will ever feel again
What do you do when nothing is not as it was told?
Do you give up and lose yourself again?

What do you do when you feel played?
Like your heart never meant shit to anyone
Does the haunting thoughts come back of them getting laid?
Or do you hope for change and keep praying to the One?

What does it feel like to be alone?
Is it something that you love to feel?
Does it overtake you as you continue to roam
Through your emotions as they constrict and make you kneel?

How does it feel to feel sadness?
Do the tears falling break you somehow?
Every tear dropping bringing you closer and closer to madness
I bet you're starting to understand how I feel now

What do you do when all you feel is rage?
Wanting to release it and you don't care how
You know the beast inside wants to be uncaged
But you wont for the sake of 1 thing: a vow

What do you do when you wanna say I'm done?
You've been through a lot, but this you wont keep going through
Time to give up, say fuck it, you don't want me, you fancy another man, you finally won
You wanna say it, it's in your mind, but your heart is still in love with you.

How do you feel when you feel like the loser?
Like this fight is 1 you're never gonna win
You wonder why you keep fighting, she's gonna leave or you lose her
You lose your mind, you just cant see the end

All I hear is words and I'm suppose to take them to heart
The time of words is done unless you back them up actions
With all this time that we've spent apart
All the words I hear from you, in me, they create negative reactions

I wanna love you. That's all I've wanted and I still do
I cant do you that unless you let me, but why you wont, different reasons come up
My heart and loyalty still is yours, but do you still feel that way too?
This relationship as you still say it is, I don't want it to go belly up

So as I finish this wondering what the reaction will be
I keep my eye to the horizon thinking of the song I danced to with her
I hate that I cry and because of love I am this damn weak
but as much as I try to give it up, 1 thing wont let me go...my anger