The Dragon Reborn...

Have you ever just stopped, looked at the world and the people in it, and sometimes wondered..WHY IN THE HELL DO PEOPLE TRY TO COME BETWEEN YOU AND SOMEBODY THAT'S SPECIAL TO YOU ONLY BECAUSE THEY FUCKED UP AND/OR MISSED THEIR CHANCE?!

I can say that I've done this before and can admit to doing it at work tonight, but in all honesty, I can say that because I've done this, the ONLY AND I MEAN ONLY 2 things that kept me from going off the deep end is my future daughter, Liliana Simone, and the fact that at the end of the day, I'm still gonna be the Dragon and I'm still gonna have the blessing that I was giving because it was of God and not something of the world. I know that I keep mentioning Dragon. Well, I'll explain it. My title of Dragon comes from the legendary Chinese dragon. How I obtained my title was through my training with my sifu. I was told that with my intensity and ferocity it reminded him of the Chinese dragon bringing judgement down upon those who were evil. He bestowed upon me the title of "Dragon" and I've worn and carried that privilege and honor with nothing but the utmost respect ever since. The wisdom and benevolence that I also displayed with it was also a deciding factor in gaining the title also, but I digress.

I can say that I'm about to display the wisdom of a true and gentle Dragon right now. I've unleashed as many times as possible, but it doesnt mean that I released all the lashing fury out in the right way. So it's gonna be done now. As I've watched situations unfold between people, I can honestly say that there's no honor or respect between men or women anymore. What happened to the days that men were honorable and understood that a woman was in a relationship and that they missed their chance. Since when has it been cool to simply jump in and out of people's lives and relationships and deem that your actions were just and are justifiable. I think what's even more messed up is that men continuously will lie and try to cover up their tracks and lies to try and salvage the damage that's already been done.

How can men look a woman in the eyes, the windows to the soul, and say the 3 most powerful words that a person can say to another person and TRULY not mean them at all. Something so powerful shouldnt be said if not meant. If a person could truly say that ONLY because they just want somebody there and ruin the happiness they have because you, YOU BITCH ASS, HOE ASS, I CANT GET A GIRL TYPE NIGGA, cant get a girl. It's dudes like that that makes things completely fucked up for all the true good dudes out there who actually do care about the women they deal with. To lead a woman on, try to and actually GAIN her heart KNOWING that you were only gonna throw it away to begin with? How can you 1...stand on yo on 2 and DARE have the audacity to call yourself a man? and 2...Be able to look at the woman like nothing happened at all.

It's just crazy how you males can put a woman through and try to save face like you were in the right for it. Well all I can say is this...The fury of the Dragon will come back on you and trust when I tell you that karma is a bitch. She doesnt play and you truly end up hating her, not because of what she's done, but because you finally reach the realization that you brought all of it on yourself. So keep a weathered eye on the horizon because your time is coming soon...trust me on that. Oh and for the women, dont think that you get a free pass because your time is coming also. Some of ya'll sneaky bastards play the role of wrongfully done woman when in actuality, you caused the shit yourself in your first place. The wrath of the Dragon will come down on you next...

To Take A Page From My Brother, REbuilding...

2011...A completely new year. A new year of new beginnings. A new year of new obstacles. A year of new sucesses and also a year of new failures. Every new year, you get the chance to wipe the slate clean and completely start over. You get the chance to gain new friendships, relationships, business associates, new colleagues, and new insight into yourself and the world around you. Seeing that it's also a new year, it also means to leave the stuff of old in the past year. All the old petty habits. All the chances that you were meant to take but didnt. All the things that you knew that you should have done but didnt do in the last year. For me to simply just get bold for a minute, that also means that folk should also leave past bullshit habits in the past also. When you deal with relationship issues (in this case, meaning that dumbasses dont know their fuckin place anymore and wanna jump into exes relationships cuz they either miss the dick/pussy or they realize how much they "love" them and should have never let them go months or even YEARS later.

GIVE IT UP YOU PUSS ASS BASTARDS!!! YOU HAD THE FUCKIN CHANCE TO RUN WHATEVER LAST DITCH EFFORT, THE 1 LAST RESORT, 1 LAST PLAY, WHATEVER, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU...LEARN YOUR FUCKIN PLACE CUZ YOU NIGGAS ARE FUCKIN PATHETIC YO AND THAT INCLUES YOU FUCKIN WOMEN WHO PULL THAT SHIT 2. AND THEN!! THEN, GOT THE FUCKIN NERVE TO THROW GOD INTO THE EQUATION?! REALLY?! ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR...IF YOU'VE FOUND GOD, GOT THE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM AND YOU SAY THAT YOU WANNA MARRY ANOTHER 1...HOW DARE YOU!!! HOW FUCKIN DARE YOU STRING ALONG A WOMAN THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE AND WANNA MARRY AND WANNA TRY TO COMMIT ADULTERY WITH YOUR EX?! HOW FUCKIN DARE YOU?! WHAT PART OF THE RELATIONSHIP OF GOD IS THAT?!

It's just crazy to me that folk can sit there and say shit like that and completely contradict the stuff they've said. Like I've stated, it's a whole new year and that also means that I cant resort to the things that I used to do in the past. I cant react the same way that I've been doing and think things are suppose to be good because of that. I'll be sitting here lying if I said that I wasnt upset as I'm writing this, but even though I am, I cant resort to just gettin pissed off and just unleashing anger in every which way and think good is suppose to come from it. I do know and I'm starting to exercise greater control over my anger and try to understand what is happening and what I need to take from it and how it makes me better. I can only pray to God to see why all of this is happening and for what purpose and greater good. I can only hope that shawty knows what she's doing and that she knows that I will always stand by her and love her regardless of what, but we both want a stop to this and hopefully we will see what He shows us in order for it to stop. God bless and thanks for reading